ZOMG ANOTHER POS!!1!
yay im posting again! not that anybody particularly cares. and honestly this is probably gonna be a one time thing cus im kinda bored. But i did make an observation recently that i would love to share with the 2 people that will ever read this:
college is stupid. at least i think it is. we pay lots of money to go learn “valuable things” that will hopefully help us be…successful? in life? but…define successful. Can you be successful and also completely miserable? maybe, but I think that defeats the point of being successful. my point is that i’m majoring in something I love, but i also love at least 2 other big things that are either academic or related, yet i simply dont have time to do either of them. i’m majoring in biology…biology is awesome. but so are languages and music. i have a list of a handful of languages i want to learn or continue with, but i simply dont have time. hell, i could teach myself them, i don’t need a class, but i dont have time, thanks to a bitchload of biomajor requirements that have NOTHING TO DO WITH BIOLOGY. i also dont have time to play music. well, actually im making time, but iv only been a college freshman for a month and my grade is already suffering because im not letting myself sacrifice my musical ability. so instead of doing chem homework last night i jammed with beautiful people. but even that “act of defiance” (as my dad says) cant happen very often because theres simply so much work to do. fuck.
i will not let it control me tho. Iv not been sleeping very much, cus i find it more productive to finish class busy work late at night whne i can barely function, and do more important (to me anyway) stuff like learning swahili or playing music when im awake. and if this post sounds confused, its cus like i just said im functioning off not much sleep.
anywayz nice to be posting again, watever, ttyl
